I do often think when my life flows totally against expectations
Am I living with the motive to love or to be loved?
We can do things with contentment
Or simply retain power through obligations
Why am I becoming angry about the real things my brain acknowledged already
This is how the emotions override logical reasons
That’s why I am still thinking about past
That’s what I am afraid of people
That’s what I am afraid of me
I’m sorry dear me… For keeping all these small details in my head
The sweetest memories… The craziest moments and the tearful stories
That’s how it is supposedly
I will express as it is Bcz’ I don’t wanna live with the fear of rejection by the standards set by anyone
Evenif the sky falls down, I wanna stand up, heads high, heart full of gratitude and hope for goodness
Dear self… At times I fall down and cry for the promises I gave
But I won’t give up as I love you life for everything I am blessed with
Mizhi✍️